*sigh*

Once again I've been to the ER....actually twice in the last two days. I have an ultrasound booked for today. We'll see how that goes. I"m going to ask what it is today. I need to know....so I can start calling it by it's full name when it gives trouble like it has been.

I'm praying everything is alright. I'm praying that the pain I was feeling last night isn't my placenta still tearing. I'm so scared I'm going to lose this baby.

All the things I've been working on, the past couple weeks, just don't seem as important right now. If I'm stuck in the ass end of the universe for a little while longer...then I guess I'm stuck here. Rather have a healthy baby then a job.