Sunday, March 18, 2007

Massive Doubts?

Wow....I was up at 4am this morning and let me tell you about all the doubts that came running to my head about any of this starting a new job crap.

What am I doing leaving a new born with my husband? Why am I moving across the country for a job that's only a contract? Can I leave a new born full time? How bad will the guilt be? Is it worth it. Once they head to day care, we are looking at 1500 a month just in child care? Why can't someone just pay me that?

Do I want someone else raising my children? This is huge. Then on the other hand, I"m looking at other jobs!

I don't get myself!

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